Hey TM... I feel for you and perhaps now is a great time to create that Rock'a'billy Opera you've been putting off...

I've had a few moments of deep sorrow in the last month but for me right now, even for the stumps in the road, the future looks bright...

I don't remember what it was for me, but I can concur with others who say this... you really don't recognize that "moment" when you get to that "everything's going to be OK" space...

Everything will be OK... it will get better...