I'm feeling the urge to runaway. I just found out that H has set it up with my landlord to cancel our lease in December. He doesn't know that I know. H has orders to leave the state in the Spring, but says he put in a request for (not sure what the exact name is) an earlier report date. He said that means he could be out of here as early as January.
I am at the point where I just want to go back to our hometown. I miss my family and feel there is nothing left for me here.
