Not quite in midseason form...yet

[MadeToSucceed]

I took my exam last night and then met up with a friend for dinner. We had a good conversation and it allowed me just enjoy the company of another person.

I read this this morning in a devotional and couldn't help but realize this is how I and many others probably feel...it's basically a prayer about anger:

Lord God, I am hurt, angry, and confused. I don't like this feeling of worthlessness and rejection. I know You are the God of peace. Teach me how to accept and assimilate that inner peace. It seems so far away sometimes. Amen.

When it comes down to it, that's how I feel. When anyone talks to me about the situation they ask what happened or will say there has got to be more to it...what "pushed" her there. I don't have an answer for any of that. At the end of the day, I just know what choices she's made and that as much as I want to analyze things in my past I can't take credit for her choices. I'm going to start praying that prayer throughout the day because that's what I'm fighting now is my frustration of being left behind.