OMG!

[verysad2day]

I am so not 100% ready for this. I think his desire comes from many levels. We love each other, we spend all our free time together and money. How much longer can we support 2 households?

I already, a month or so ago, threw it up in the air and said so what? What is the worse that can happen?? If we go broke, they cannot take away my job, they cannot take away my daughter or granddaughter.

Now this...I think he finally figured it out. I don't live for him and he doesn't get the final say how I live. If I have to rent a box under the overpass, oh well!

In all seriousness, I make close to $75,000 a year. Not enough to support my current lifestyle, yet ENOUGH to move on and get a nice apartment (it is soooo expensive in Calif.)

So torn