Yep.........I'm still here

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Journaling/venting-

I have mentioned that S10 & OW's S are friends. They were friends before we even separated.
Lately OW's S I'll call "A" has been rubbing it in S10's face that he has so much fun on the weekends with H&SS7.

To say this hurts my S is an understatement.

I try to remind S that we only have control over our actions and emotions and nobody else's. He was in tears again last night because he misses H so much.

I'm doing everything I can to help him through this. He sees a counselor, I try to remind him how much myself and other people love him, but he still feels so....left out.

I'm frustrated that H can't do the right thing and at least keep in touch with my kids. He's running...he always runs.

In other news, I had an appt with IC today, and it went very well. I feel like I have grown so much in these past 9 months. I'm to the point where I don't even know if I want to save my M anymore......