H just stopped by to tell me to get all our direct bill information together so he can transfer everything to his new account. He said I'll be getting an "allowance" and if I ran through that and need more money to let him know. I knew he had started a new account and was possibly setting up direct deposit (he didn't know that I knew), but I am still having trouble processing this. This kind of thing just makes the end seem so near. So final. I know it's small, but it seems huge right now.
He asked me if S4 told me about the friend he made while hanging out at H's place on Saturday. I said, "You mean Christopher?" He said, "Yeah, Annette's nephew." I said, "OW's son?" He repeated, "Annette's nephew." I just looked at him. He said he was afraid I would be mad. I told him it's fine - he's allowed to have friends (I'll let him think that's all I think they are, since that's all he claims).
I handled everything really well and with a smile. He mentioned that I had lost a lot of weight (I have). He got on the computer to show me this crazy video on youtube. It's so weird acting like friends when just over a month ago, we were more. I just need to keep my head straight. Keep doing what I am doing. This isn't an overnight solution.
