It's been 13 weeks since my H walked out. It's been 3 weeks since we really had contact with each other. With a few exceptions of an email and text message because of our daughter. I don't understand how he can just walk out and not look back. Is the thinking about me/us? When I pick my daughter up from Daycare and we are heading home, we go in the opposite direction of her Dad's house and she points that way and says "no mommy, see Daddy". It breaks my heart. Then the weekends that I have her, she brings me her shoes and says "bye bye Mommy" and I ask her, where do you want to go and she replies "to see Daddy". I tell her that Daddy is working and she will see him later.
I went to the Dr yesterday and she gave me another anitdepressant to help me sleep. I took it last night and it did not help. I am seeing a IC and I am taking anitdepressants but I feel like nothing is helping me. I am trying not to think about him but it's hard. I am trying to move on with my life, but everyday is a struggle for me. I have a full time job and going to night school, so I am staying busy. Maybe too busy, if that is possible. I keep praying that he will come around but nothing.
