W is moving out.....life goes on...

[In_Shock]

ok, so now she shanghai-ed me into R talk until a few minutes ago. OMG I CANNOT TAKE THIS!!! I will have to update more tomorrow --- WTF is wrong with these WAS?????????? Rewriting history, etc...

She says she has NO emotional connection to me at all except through our S. (yes, I know she's speaking in absolute negatives) She is "DONE" with us and has been since June. She has no desire to ever be with me - she is ANGRY with me --- and feels nothing. (is it me or is that a contradiction??????)

Says I abandoned her while I was on my 'religious' kick. She felt discarded and "how does it feel to you(me)to be discarded???? Ok......

Ireally am going to try to sleep. I simply cannot do this right now...but I did want to put a couple of things down before I forgot them (not likely).

Synopsis: I'm a controlling abandoner who she has no emotional connection to and she is done with me. Period. Ok. I'm sure I'll have pleasant dreams.... (blah)