Took a hot shower to cool off. Man, I was mad! My blame has now shifted from H to his "friends". It's really sad how he lets them have so much control over him and his life. He really is a good dad, but for some reason, he is seeking acceptance from these people who do not have his best interests at heart. He's being a follower. How incredibly disappointing. He used to be a leader.
When I see him tomorrow, I'll be playing dumb. He invited himself over for dinner, so I'll just continue to display 'accepting love' in the hopes that, one day, he won't need "their" acceptance and will treasure mine.
