May, I loved GM's post and I might read that book myself, since I'm having trouble with forgiveness right now. But I imagine (and tell me where I'm wrong) but maybe you are worried that if you don't get the "truth" of what happened out now, you might move home, and find out something you don't want to find out, and then all this upheavel will be created again. I think in order to forgive, you need to know what you're forgiving - and if I recall, you worry that there might have been an A of some sort. It sounds like that is going to what to come out - and be a big component in your ability to trust again. I suspect you guys will really be ready to move back in together. So maybe rest on knowing that you can trust the process and trust that your H wants you back regardless of what happened in the past. And that you may get the answers you are looking for. You'll take care of yourself. You always seem to ... and you'll move in when that thing in you "clicks" and not a minute before you're ready.
