As stated earlier, my XW was in Chile for close to three weeks visiting family. I had the kids the entire time. It was great, went to a college football game, went to the state fair, just enjoyed ourselves. This was probably why I did not post much, I was pretty busy chasing after the three kids.
It was really lonely at first when the XW got back last week and took the kids. I was used to them being with me 24/7.
Also, last Saturday would have been our 12th anniversary. We actually went to lunch together. She started drying during lunch saying that she was confused, that everything happened to quickly. She says she misses eating dinner as a family like we used to.
I really did not know what to say or how to feel. Did it feel good hearing her say this, yes. Should I believe it, probably not. These feelings she is sharing can change into one of hatred in a matter of seconds.
Trying to GAL. I am not succeeding very well in placing goals and working towards them. Just living day to day for now.
Bits M:35, W:39, M:12 S1:10, S2:8, D:5 Bomb: 3/25/11 "I am not in love with you anymore." Moved Out: 5/19/11 Divorce: 08/08/11
