Mishka thanks for letting me know I am not alone. I do feel like an awkward teenager.
Churchguy is 15 years older than I am. We do have some in common. Not too much to be boring, but there is some. We get along well and he hangs out with all my friends and most of his friends are at least 5 years younger than him. He is someone I always thought was cute when I was younger. He is a health nut much like myself. He also likes to run and ride bikes. i can get involved with the riding bikes because I really do want to do that more, but I hate running! We like a lot of the same foods and shows and stuff like that.
Thanks again for letting me know I am not alone in this feeling. It is such a strange feeling to have and reminds me of the only part of highschool I didn't like the anticipation of wondering if the guy is interested too. LOL
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