Oh good grief. Sometimes I just want to pull my hair out.
OK, so again I guess I have backslid after seeing some pics online with the H in them and some chick. I asked him to at least not rub my face in it, and it escalated a bit from there.
These days I am so mentally exhausted, I'm not sure I can keep this up. I tried to discuss what we should tell our D's school regarding our sitch (we have a parent/teacher conference coming up), and he freaked out again. Isn't that something we should discuss?
His anger is really puzzling to me- so out of proportion to the situations. I am soooo tired of everything being my fault- I know this isn't about being right, but its so hard to keep hearing what a POS he thinks I am, how I haven't changed, nothing will ever be better, etc.
Sad today, not looking forward to seeing him later. Where, oh where did my PMA go??
