Angel, i'm not sure if he is trying to find his way back to me...because he still has that wall up. Just when he comes out of the tunnel for a bit, he quickly reminds me that he wants to be free and is not happy. When he seems to be coming closer again, he reverts back to being cool and distant. One day he kisses me, the next no. The one thing that has never went away through all of this are the i love you's. I like to think of this as a hopeful sign.
I feel jerked back and forth...and like Beatrice said, trying not to get sucked into the mlc whirlpool.
It's like i pull back and detach some, then he wants to be intimate, pulling me closer in...then he's distant, and i'm back to detachment..it gets confusing.
I'm gonna check out your threads in piecing...i have yet to read anything on that so im not familiar with it.
