LOL, IS, thank you! I appreciate the good energies, too.

I don't understand the WAS feeling single already- not that I don't agree that they do, I just don't get it. Especially since he goes nuts if he thinks anyone is paying attention to me.

I was telling him about the waiter we had the other night, who's mother is younger than me (I thought it was one of those funny, OMG I'm getting old moments as did my friends), and he said the kid had to be hitting on me. This was what some of the nasty grams he sent me that night were about, that I must not be responding to him because I was 'hooking up'.

During one of our talks since then he brought up that I just don't understand the 'attention' I get when I'm out somewhere... It wasn't a 'hey I think you're hot babe' kind of thing, it was almost said with contempt. What's up with that? Why even say it? Why does he care? **sigh**

I guess that was a little tiny boost for my badly bruised ego, albeit in a back handed sort of way.

I am so drained!!!


M 40
H 45
T 6
M 5
D 3
Bomb: 5/2011
S 5/2011