Thanks Beatrice. I *should* know this by now...sometimes it just seems so unreal it can't be true. Like h ML to me and by evening is acting like a jerk and wont make eye contact.
Sometimes i wonder...why am I allowing myself to put up with this. Then i look at him and realize how much i love him, and i still see the man i have been with for so many years and i just can't give up. Does is make me a stander?
H is supposed to put in his two week notice tomorrow...and i feel so full of fear and worry. I wonder if our move will reap good things for our R.
