I can't seem to control my crying. I have hit rock bottom today. I miss my H so much. I can't imagine spending the rest of my life without him. Does he miss me? Is he thinking about us? I know I need to wait for him to contact me, but it's so hard. How much time will he need? I don't know how much more I can handle of this. Any advice would be helpful.


H: 49
W: 47
D: 6
M: 6 1/2 yrs
H: Bomb #1 6-2010
H: Bomb #2 7-2011
H: Separated: 7-11-11
Reconciling 2-2012
Separated: 1-31-15 (I asked him to move out)