time and distance

[gunny]

AC,
Started reading your sitch, from way back in april 2010, am up to june 2010. You are the marathon man, I give you kudos for your persistance and your devotion to the marriage.

I know what you mean about the 4 am thing, it hits me every morning, i drop off at 10, take two valerian pills, and one melatonin, and it knocks me right out. I actually really look forward to night, because at least then, for a few hours at least, my mind is resting.

Are you still riding the bike? How about hiking with a meet up group in your area? I've recently joined a running club, will probably get out with them tomorrow.

I also know what you are talking about when you say you are having trouble concentrating on your job. This seems to be fairly common, the comforting thing for me is that we read about these same things happening to others who have similar sitchs as ours on the board, and months later, they are starting to come to grips with things. We will to! Until then I am trying like heck to remain in the now!! Have a good weekend, keep me posted!!
S/F
Gunny