Well I have felt myself pull away in the last few days. When I see W I am not attracted to her anymore. She has been pretty nice to me in the last few days, probably because I am keeping to myself more and don't think i really want her anymore. This is scary. I still care for her but I am sick of the BS. I hope this is normal for detaching.

I have doing a lot more things for me lately such as meeting new friends and going out and having fun. It almost feels as if I am in MLC now, which also scares me.


M:35
W:33
M: 5 yrs.
Daughter: 2 yr .7/11/10
D Final: 8/7/12