Not quite in midseason form...yet

[MadeToSucceed]

I spoke with my pastor yesterday. It wasn't really "discouraging" but it was a reality check. He essentially said what many of you have. At some point I do have to look at what she is showing me and despite searching for the intrinsic good in her I have to recognize her actions are still leading towards D. He and I discussed the possibility of me reaching out to see if we can talk prior to mediation in two weeks and just allow my W to say what is on her mind and/or see if this is "really it" in her mind given the nature of our conversation on our anniversary. That's something I'll have to think more about and probably even discuss on here with you good people as well as my DB coach Lenni. The letter doesn't seem appropriate at this point.

I couldn't make it to the networking event yesterday. I ended up picking up and trying on my tux for the wedding this weekend. That kind of took me to an odd place because all the feelings of my own wedding came flooding back so I struggled some last night.

I ended up going to a sports bar with a friend that was in town to catch the ending of the Tigers/Yankees game after class. I'm all packed up to hit the road. Leaving my office now and heading to the big pre-game bash before I head out of town. Hoping it'll get my mind off of things.