Yep.........I'm still here

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I can't believe I actually went a few days without writing about my sitch. I've been crazy busy with trying to get things somewhat organized in my place. The painter is going to start painting tonight and I am very excited. This is exactly what I need.
I got my hair done last night after work and I just love it, then had parent/teacher conferences for S10, and got home in time for my B to arrive from Arkansas.

We are participating in a 5K tomorrow and I hope the weather is decent.

No word from H, but that is to be expected. We are not friends on FB, but I would go look at his profile pic once in a while and I finally decided I was done torturing myself and blocked him so he can't see me and vice versa. I am feeling the same way about the cell phone records too. Something Valeska said about her mediation made me think. This isn't about him, this is about me loving myself more. When I get the urge, I remind myself that I need to love myself enough to realize I don't need to be doing these things.