Did not get redeployed by my company, I am out of work now and have to find employment someplace new. Wife has been extra cranky all week, I lost my cool with her tonight and told her what I think of her called her a B*t*h. I dont feel bad about it either, she has been acting like one. She is so self centered that she is nothing of the sweet girl I married. With every day that passes, I feel my heart hardening to her. I give up. I don't want this alien person that has taken over my wife, and I told her that too. I have resigned myself to the fact that my marriage won't survive this. I was hoping to keep the house when we split up, so that the kids would keep sone stability of thier rooms and the gone they grew up in, but with the developments of today, there is no way I can afford to keep the house when we split.
I'm just to tired to keep fighting for something that is gone...
Johnnie
Me 45 W 34 W.A.W. 3K. D11 S9 D6 M 12 y T 13 y Bomb drop 02/22/2011 2nd written bomb (Letter bomb) 05/31/2011 Affair (A bomb) revealed 07/03/2011
