"I feel so useless and have no control over anything that happens in my M now. I guess I need to accept that my life as I knew it will never return......my W and I will probably never reconcile. She is single and free and is basically trying to relive her youth and college days."
That's your depression talking. You don't have control over your W, not over yourself. Rather than focussing on the negatives in your life, try looking at the positives. Why don't you ask the kid in the hospital cancer ward if your life [censored]? How about the vet who had his limbs blown off.
You're your own man and life will beat you down. But it is your choice to get back up.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
