stunned, Thanks for the pickup. Running is on the agenda for today, I'm down at the canal running 3 or 4 times a week,or out hiking biking the other days. I've always done thesee things, even during the marriage, and yes, like you said, the endorphins kicking in always help. Belief system has always been I believe in higher power, lately I have been focusing more on developing my faith to a much greater depth. Probably the most useful info given to me during this time has been like you say, to put everything in the hands of the higher power, focus much more on the now, the moment. This has always been difficult for me, and I might suspect for you, since as Marines we were always taught proper prior planning prevent piss poor performance, i.e. always anticipate and be proactive.
So, I am trying to live in the now, not so much in future(this turns out to be one of my w complaints about me, i.e. inabiity to enjoy the moment, always planning the next vacation while we were still enjoying the present one), shes right by the way.
Anyway, glad to hear you can still get out there to pound the pavement, keep leaning forward MARINE. S/F
m 54 XW 48 m 12 t 14 bomb 6-11 s 10-11 wife moved to other state 10-21-11 d 9-12
O GOD THY SEA IS SO GREAT AND MY BOAT IS SO SMALL!