Gunny, one can easily get wrapped around the axle thinking about the whys, don’t. Focus instead on those things she gave as reasons for her actions, then use action to change them consistently for your betterment.
I know you’ve heard that before. It bears repeating for repeating it will burn it in. It has been almost 30 yrs and I still step off with the left foot.
The house seems emptier than it is and that can become overwhelming destroying moral. Change the scene, get out, go for a run or anything else that changes the scenery and creates endorphins. My knees give me trouble on the run, but I run for the endorphins.
The stop sign didn’t work as well for me as handing it off. I don’t know what your belief structure is. If you believe in a higher power it might help to hand your sitch over while you work on your 180s. It may seem contrived, but when I could no longer carry the weight I asked my deity to take it on for a while. It worked for me.
I have no personal experience with this as she has not stopped running. From others I understand they do eventually stop and look around, realize where they are at and begin to look back.
Semper Fidelis
BITS Me 55, ACK, when did that happen? Doesn't feel like 55 D 30 S 27
You create your own universe as you go along - Winston Churchill
