Well I was right about borrowed time. My husband had a plane ticket. He and his OW had put in for transfers. He had thrown in the towel. They were planning their life together.
But God was good. He heard my cries. Everything they tried to do he put road blocks in the way. The Lord poured out conviction on my H. He tried to leave 2 nights ago in secret but he got out to the van and the tire that had a slow leak in it appeared to be totally flat. He came in and cried and said he could not believe what he was trying to do. Hr prayed forgiveness for his sins. Oddly enough in the morning we found the tire was NOT flat! He was so confused.
Of course that did not stop him. Last night he was going to leave again. He was going to go sleep in the van in the 30 degree weather. I told him he could go but he was telling our kids. So at 10:30 at night he started to tell them. OUr 11yo immediately broke down when he started telling them. Our 8yo is a little immature and did not quite understand until my H said he was going to move away. The little one cried and cried out "who is going to build my legos". That was the straw that broke the camels back. My H broke down. He could not do it. He said she was not worth it nor were his selfish desires. He is staying and working on this.
The only thing I am concerned with is that he would not immediately put an end to the EA. I fear he is going to dance around it and we will be in the same boat. He is scared and worried he is going to fail. I know this won't be easy but I have hope in the Lord that this is going to be ok!
