Sorry, 25. I guess I can't say anything more. I feel really trapped, like anything I say from here forward is going to continue to be misconstrued and I'll continue to be bashed; I don't even know how to get out of this at this point. Things have gotten so confusing.
If I go to write, everyone is in such attack mode, waiting for my every word to bash me that even my positive posts (above) are somehow still seen as a joke.