not a good morning, w left for ohio to bring a car load of her stuff to her sisters. This is basically a dry run rehearsal for me,since she is leaving for good on the 28th of Oct. The only difference today is that she left the dog with me. This really %&*(s.
As many of us on this board have wondered one time or another, how can someone just walk away from a solid 13 year relationship to start a new life, without even trying to work on it? It is mind boggling. I am constantly hearing from women in my office, friends, etc, who complain about how difficult it is to find a normal employed man who is not addicted, etc.
Throughout my 13 years with her, I have been kind, compassionate, responsible, sober, loving, sincere, trustworthy, my drawbacks were my unusual devotion to my family(mother, dysfunctional brothers), and my inablility to sometimes show affection, (intimacy, hand holding etc). On the face of it, no reason for divorce. I am still astounded!!
Oh well, thanks for listening, just venting, havent had much chance to do that lately, with s still living with me, and my determination to go out as friends to the end..
Best to all S/F Gunny
m 54 XW 48 m 12 t 14 bomb 6-11 s 10-11 wife moved to other state 10-21-11 d 9-12
O GOD THY SEA IS SO GREAT AND MY BOAT IS SO SMALL!
