I know you are both right - difficult to change after all these years.

I need to put the picture in my head, that every time I react in a negetive way it's impacting my R and possibility of reconciliation. I always seem to be moving backwards and it's my fault - I don't need to react. I need someone to slap me around the head before I open my mouth.

M47
W45
D10 (Has CP)
D7
M12 T14
ILYBINILWY 5/1/11
Asked for seperation 5/10/11
Seriously DBing 7/1/11
W admitted to 2 EA's on 11/3/11.
Evidence of PA 11/5/11 - Definite evidence of PA 11/20/11
D - Final 7/11/12