Back home - but for how long?

[NYCPeter]

I know - but I am an idiot.
We're making progress - although my W's behavior upsets me at times I need to let her lead her life, instead I keep bringing things up that upset me - this then upsets her and makes her feel the R will never work (she actually said that last night - I am controlling).

I must stop this while there is still a spark of hope and just focus on me, I only hope it's not too late. This after our blowout last week - I feel she thinks "what's the point if we're going to keep on upsetting each other".

Very remorseful and down today - need to get out of the funk.