i have a vow of silence here because in your case, it just causes me frustration.
as you just did again in your response, you make excuses (i was vulnerable), you blame others (your 2 friends), and you dont change. you dont recognize this is exactly your behavior. the crap he pulls is in response to the crap you pull.
we have done nothing but present solutions.
but if they dont fall in exactly how you want them, font colors and all, allowing you to continue on your victim-hood path (three years of ongoing abuse), you simply ignore, or make up some reasoning, and keep failing.
and then you ask us why.
and it goes around again.
"In a ham and eggs breakfast, the hen is involved, but the pig is committed".