Well here we go. Haven't had the opportunity to see this side of her in awhile.
Tomorrow is the start of a big event we're putting on. It is a very important event and in a sense it is what we have been working towards for the last decade.
In prepping for any event/trip/etc she becomes very controlling, micro manages everything, and worries about things that seem unnecessary. Even if there was very little to do I think she would find a reason to stay up late and get up early ensuring that she and I are both exhausted. In a way it's a blessing at least for today, that we are separated, I can get some sleep. She becomes very negative during these times and everthing I say is returned with negativity, blame, or martyrdom. It's trying.
On the other hand she does coordinate things very well. Everything is thought of ahead of time and prepared for.
Sonit's certainly a mixed blessing.
So tonight she was lining me out on all the things she needed me to do. Already planning my day for me. I simply stated that I would spend some time helping but had things I needed to get done also. At leasat setting some sort of boundaries. I don't know what the response was. It was muttered from another room.
So anyway just wanted t journal that, On one side it's a negative. On the other it shows how much importance she puts into it and she does get things done.
