Val, the very last thing I wanted to do was cause you more pain. I sincerely apologize.
I repeat that to myself when I begin to accept all of the responsibility for the demise of the relationship STBX and I had. It reminds me I am worth more love than she is able to give now. It reminds me she has problems she needs to grow from also. That she has responsibilities for this sitch too.
Yes, I wept and still do. I will not allow myself to become paralyzed. I very nearly did. It will not happen.
Post when you’re ready, we will be here. ((()))
BITS Me 55, ACK, when did that happen? Doesn't feel like 55 D 30 S 27
You create your own universe as you go along - Winston Churchill