No significant contact with H today...we have talked briefly, but just about D and nothing noteworthy.
I am still deep in prayer about my sitch, and trying to GAL like crazy. I have been trying to start a business that will pull me out of my current financial crisis and still allow me to spend time with my D. Praying that works!
I am trying to focus on detaching and getting back to a place where I can drop the rope again. This is absolutely the worst thing I have ever dealt with, but I feel like if I can come out of this I can do anything.
Today I spent a lot of time trying to find a IC as well as a MC on the off chance I can get him to go. I have had such a hard time trying to find someone who is 'marriage friendly'.. there is literally no one in my area. Frustrating!
