Thanks Mish...but I just survived it. Came away a little wiser.
Gabby, yes. My ex is a faded memory and I have actually hit a point where I am glad he left. That sounds so strange because I was so heartbroken for such a long time. But I realize that had I stayed, and we had reconciled, I would have never trusted him again. Not completely. And I think in the end, I would have left anyway.
The experience has improved a lot of things...I found me. And in doing so, my other relationships, with my dad, my daughters, my friends has improved. I was able to go into this relationship with D just being myself and as a result, found this great guy.
I am lucky, I have seen some who just give up. I am stubborn, I keep trying...
Either that or I am really a closet glutton for punishment
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
