The new job is really good. Of course, both bosses are out of town right now, so I am sitting doing nothing but reading about Amanda Knox and trying not to be bored lol! Thankfully one of them will be back tomorrow, and both next week so I suppose I should be greatful for the breather!!!

We do stay stuck, Golfgirl...fear is a might powerful motivator. It is hard to get back out there, and I have met some real bozos. But D, my BF, is a keeper. He gets me, and has had a lot of the same experiences w/ a WAS and a S who had extramarital affairs. It helps as we both make sure the other feels secure in the knowledge that in being on the receiving end of that experience, we are not about to impose the same on the other person.

I feel very blessed.


Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..