Try to take this one day at a time. It sounds like your H has established the cycle of the WAS - drawe closer, pull away, draw closer, pull away, etc.
You're right - you do need to save yourself. You're the only one you can control. If you can do this, it will be all worth it, regardless of the final outcome.
Originally Posted By: realormakebeliev
I am giving this to God, right now it is too much for me.
This is good. Let it draw you closer to Him. Perhaps closer than you've ever been. May you find the peace that surpasses all understanding. I am keeping you in my prayers.
