W told me she is done & doesn't love me anymore.

[Snowman]

Journaling.

When we dropped off my son for daycare we leave him with a backpack with a sound machine that the other spouse uses. My wife requested some cars for my son and my mother-in-law had actually given me some news ones so I put them in the backpack but I forgot to put the sound machine in there. My wife called agitated tonight that the sound machine was not in the backpack and sound she will buy another one. I told her I would bring it over to where she is living and she agreed. I called her when I got to the house and she came out and said thanks for bringing it over but she was was very agitated. I told her sorry and it was an honest mistake that I forgot it. She said we need to get another one so this doesn't happen and I said ok. She said bye and walked in.

Man she is an angry person. I don't get why she is so angry. She just has no control over her happiness.

I also found out that she went to the psychiatrist this week after waiting to get in forever and she didn't take her mom as promised. Who knows what happened there but she did tell her mom she went which is a surprise since she had not talked to her mom for a while. My MIL's half brother is a 20 year counselor that has had limited communication with my wife and has advised her to see a psychiatrist because what he knows and has seen from the family he strongly believes my wife, FIL, BIL, and grandma have psychiatric problems that they refuse to get checked. My youngest BIL is always sad and depressed. My other BIL is going through relationship problems and my wife seems to act just the same as them.

I'm not trying to point fingers or not say that I need to work on things but I can't just ignore this fact either. My MIL half brother send a message to my wife telling her that he has nothing against her father but he will not help you get help and that he will not be there when she falls. I hope my wife reads the FB message as it is will be an eye opener to her.

My wife is going to dinner with my MIL tomorrow supposedly although we will see what happens. I interested where this psychiatrist thing goes but I will continue to GAL. I wont rock the boat for now on confronting her but it will be done in the future.

This is a crazy roller coaster ride. I'm glad you guys are her to support me and help me figure this out. Please keep it coming.