Not having her in my life has made me reevaluate everything I do, who I am and who I became. And I see I wasn't someone I wanted to be, and I am trying to work myself back to being the person she fell in love with.
But it has nothing to do with this:
Originally Posted By: cam
But having no contact and dealing with someone like her (who blocks things out and runs away), I feel like she will never give me a chance. How can I show her I'm changing when she would never initiate contact, and I am trying not too.
If you are striving to become a better person just for her, just to win her back .............
Everybody hurts. It's part of life. Don't miss the good stuff.
