That's what I am struggling with. I don't know how! I'm seeing an IC, taking ADs, yet I still feel like crap. I still think about her all day, think about all that I've lost, all the things we were supposed to do, think that I'm never going to meet someone like her again, that I will never have the bond that we had and why was I like that (that's probably the one thing I can answer now).
All day these thoughts go through my head. I replay over and over what she says to me "cam, you'll find someone else to have kids with", "cam, I can never imagine us being together again", "cam, our M wasn't even enough", "cam, we can't go back now, its gone too far" etc etc
I can't clear my head, I don't know how to, I wish I could. I'm just a mess.
M 35 W 31 Separated 2/2011 but still together Ended it 4/2011 Together 8 yrs Married 3.5 yrs Lawyers involved 6/2011
