So I back slid. Was doing so good yesterday. Last night W made dinner and D joined us. She hasn't eaten dinner with us for months. She was holding our sick dog while we ate. D and I were talking and every word I said W interrupted. D gave W a look that could kill. W acted very weird as if she did not want me to have a convo with D. I felt very disrespected so I kept talking to D every time W interrupted. I did not get angry or said mean things but I was hurt. Drank too much wine last night on top of the no sleeping so the details are foggy. Had been doing much better regarding the drinking. I felt like crying so I got up and went to the bathroom and washed up. Told them the hot peppers were really hot and making me teary. I think I'm at a point that the cold treatment is getting to me.

This morning W was up earlier than usual. Went downstairs to have breakfast and W said that our dog, our 3 dogs always slept in our bed, urinated all over her on the couch she has been sleeping on. I told her I was very sorry he did that and offer to help in any way she said she was ok it just smelled. I called her when I got to work and told her that maybe she could turn the heat on so it could dry faster. Its cold up here today. She said it should dry by tonight. Asked how the dog was doing she said he was sleeping. She was pleasant but I am not sure what I was trying to accomplish by calling her? By the way the dog was much better today.


M 53
D 20
Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24
Together 26 yrs
Married 16
W Filed for D 7/21/11
Served 9/6/11
D final 8/28/12

“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”

John Wooden