6 kids and just the way you talk show me you are not a woman who is cold or the "i'm not in the mood/headache" type. This isn't about YOU filling his needs but his needs being insatiable. And not all that healthy sounding.
For sure they are demeaning to you to have on while you are ML....
It's HIS problem. If it were all you, he would seek out a warm loving woman OW and leave you...not 3 OWs you know of, and not with women he didn't love
nor would he want the porn DURING sex with you....
SIGH
the bad news is that it's HIS problem and YOU can't fix that.
The good news is that you are a strong woman who isn't about to become a doormat.
That matters. But don't buy into his lie b/c it IS a lie.
I hope he'll get some help or you can go to mc. Any chance?
What do you think YOU want now anyhow?
((( )))
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016