It finally happened :)

[verysad2day]

Uggggh... 3 interesting things happened this weekend. I didn't react, I don't think

1)H is out of town for 3 weeks, about 300 miles a way. Saturday around 6am I realize he is crawling into my bed. We spend all day yesterday and 1/2 day together before he drives back up for work

2)We were getting in the car this morning to get some breakfast. We were going back and forth and he slips, that he likes the "banter" we have always had. All I say is..."I like you." He responds, "I don't believe that for a second."
I say.."really?" He says, " I think you love me."

3)on the way to breakfast he was driving really fast in his rental car. I say, "Geeze, I guess you really do want that million dollar life policy on me." He says, "Katie, I would much rather have you in my my life, even at a distance, for a million dollars."

I say nothing and he says..."I just gave you a compliment"

It felt like a kick in the teeth. I hope I didn't just buy another ticket for the roller coaster ride. Seriously, what did he mean?

When he left, he came he a huge tight hug and said, love ya.

Was he telling me something I didn't hear? Did I respond poorly?