I know what you mean wretched...it is difficult now where before it was just easy and natural. And my h tells me...that when it comes to being intimate again, he wants it to just flow and be natural. Thats how it was before he dropped the bomb, and now theres a big wedge to get around with him and i dont know how. Maybe. Just need to not even try for awhile.
When i was writing while ago he asked me to come and lay down with him...so that was really nice. Gotta do homework