(((((Mishka))))) It's ok. It still hurts, and that's ok.
It's isn't good that you still give the broom that power over you, but that doesn't mean it is permanent. I think that one day, eventually, you will be ready to realize that she doesn't matter. It doesn't have to be this month, or this year, but one day you will think of her, and she won't mean any more than the dirt underneath your fingernails.
You know the whole "gang" is with you still Mish, you will get through this!
