I do still get here from time to time, but it was REALLY dead for awhile and I got into the habit of checking in about once a month or two.
I'm sorry you're feeling so stuck. I know that feeling that you're marking time and making no progress. You can get through a lot in the name of making forward progress . . . but when you feel like you've plateaued, you question everything. I hope you check in and find this . . . I'll be checking back more often to see.