Thank you for sharing your fears. When I read your recent posts, I thought, "OMG, that's exactly how I feel". It helped me a great deal. Namely being able to see what I've been struggling with expressed so beautifully and also reassuring to know that I am not alone. Again much thanks.
You'll be in my thoughts this week before your mediation. Be strong, breathe in and out, you've grown so much...you'll be okay.
It's like summer this weekend in SoCal...try to get out and enjoy the weekend.
_______________________ M: 47; W: 39 M: 4.5 yrs; T: 18 years No children Separated: 01/19/11 Wife Served Papers: 02/1/11 Wife moved: 03/05/11 Responded: 04/14/11