W is moving out.....life goes on...

[In_Shock]

Yes, I've done too much ILY --- too much of that pursuing in the past week. This convo today was too much of me talking.........

Too much of me repeating the same things.

U are right--- she knows I'll always be there b/c I tell her that. Oh, 25, I really do feel that way. But the hurt is so strong right now.... DEEP. U know? I have always been the type who can talk my way out of anything. Until now.

What do you make of her kind of wanting me to get with this colleague at work? W said -- she's smart, u guys like the same things, etc.... Of course I did some DBing by saying, 'U know, i'm not sure u are wrong. There is some attraction there" I'm scared W wants me to go off with someone else - that would certainly assuage her guilt over OW. But does she REALLY? Has she thought any of this through?

I'm going to finish getting ready for the party..... I will be back later. 25, especially, please check in later. I get so much out of your insight.