W is moving out.....life goes on...

[In_Shock]

btw this all started over her texting at the gas station on the way up to the zoo. I said something about 'u are texting early' or something. Usually i dont say anything at ALL about the texting..... she said "i'll be glad to get away from THIS...you are up my a@@." (she's going out of town again next week....

I really really do NOT comment on the texting any at all any more. Don't know where that came from.

It's really starting to hurt spending time with her and knowing she wants to be with OW. It hurts SO much....today at the zoo, she wasn't really 'there' with us... She's mentioned moving out. Looking for a place when she returns from this trip. My DB coach said separation breeds separation.....but honestly, being with her is hurting so much....maybe I need some separation.

Does separation automatically breed more separation? Does it necessarily mean the end of the R? Maybe if we were in separate homes I could heal, stop being so emotional at times with all this sh@t in my face, and she could get her fill of OW and the fantasy would wear thin.....

What do you guys think?? I'm having a really bad day. So sad. Gotta prepare for the little dude's party, but omg, my heart is hurting so much right now.

Help!!!