Do I stay or do I go?

[anyhope]

Thanks Abbey, I'm glad I'm slowly getting to a better state and I'm sure all will be even better once I've moved. His new relationship.. and even him will be out of my face and I can finally focus on me for a bit for the first time in a long time.

Today.. I had to go out for a bit for work and asked H to finish off making dinner as I was really hungry. When I came back I saw his car gone, so called him to see where he went, no response he left his phone at home and pretty much did nothing as far as dinner so I got pissed as I don't take hunger well nor his laziness.. So I proceed with making dinner and wonder just where could be have gone.. Looks like he dropped everything as is and left in a hurry. I knew she had something to do with this, but what? She's on the other side of the country.. It even crossed my mind that her plane just landed and he went to pick her up, shortly he came home, looked like he had important business to take care of.. I asked him what was up and he even said he had something to take care of he'd be back shortly.. So secretive I knew it was something about her, and then began wondering that I bet any money she had asked him for money and he went out to wire it to her. The time frame he was gone seemed just about right.. As he really came back shortly and I wouldn't suggest that except when I snooped on his Facebook a while ago I saw a post from her asking for $200 to get her phone bill paid.. Now Im not sure what plan she has for $200 because I have everything on my phone and pay less than 70 a month so I thought shes ripping him off, so as he came home she called shortly after and thanked him for something.. He then went in his room and I overheard him asking her if she finds it weird that she has to smoke weed to be normal.. Now I can only guess that no she doesn't find that weird, but I wonder how long he'd tolerate a pothead who is ripping him off..